No More Promises

I am tired of self examination, and I am tired of making promises to my self that go by the wayside. I just want to live my life, and stop thinking about it. I just want to do all the things I want, and just stop going over and over about them in my head. I just want to DO! So I will.

Today I happily observed my adorable son singing a lullaby to his Buzz Lightyear. So cute. Just as cute when he sang a lullaby to his bathtub Thomas the Train, while taking a bath. AHHH! Those moments are the best.

Celebrate!

Today we celebrated my son's birthday. He turned 3. His whole family came to our house for a party. Last night my dh and sister decorated a train cake for my Colden. He is a great train lover! We also made a ton of cupcakes. After we sang happy birthday and Colden blew out his candles he yelled "lets do it again!" So we did, one more time!

Today, I will begin living like there is no tomorrow, because for one beautiful woman her tomorrow's ended yesterday. And now there is a little boy and a little girl who have no mother, a husband without his wife, and a world without a person who made a positive difference. Today I say rest in Peace sweet Aleida. Tomorrow, I will introduce my family on this blog which will serve as the witness, the record of my life.